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Fustrations mount….

I haven’t been posted as regular as required to keep a reader base, but for those of you still reading…

I paid for a personal trainer mid-way through January.  I got 12 one hour sessions scheduled at twice a week for six weeks.  Today was the last day of those sessions.  I have to say that I have seen a difference in my arms and chest.  I can feel my shoulders have developed too.  I have even seen some weight loss.  BUT…

I went to the BodPod testing center (its body composition – I.E. body fat verse lean muscle mass) at the end of last year and I was at 45% body fat.  I weighted about 305 lbs.  Two weeks ago I was tested again and I had lose over 5 lbs, but the great part was I had actually lost 13 lbs of fat and gained almost 8 lbs of muscle.  I was feeling pretty good about it.  BUT…

Yesterday I went to test again now that I am at the end of my personal training.  I expected to see another few pounds lost and maybe even see some gain in lean muscle mass.  I weighted in at 294 lbs – great!  Then the body composition testing…drum roll…..

I GAINED A POUND OF FAT AND LOST 7 POUNDS OF LEAN MUSCLE MASS!!!  Needless to say, I am discouraged and I am again fustrated.  I will continue the fight, but I do feel like I’ve just lost a battle…

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Committed to weightloss – putting my money where my fat is…

Its been a while since my last post and I didn’t want you guys to think I dropped off the face of the earth. A lot is going on here – last week the whole family was sick and for the most part we still are, but I got a membership to the YMCA and I got a personal trainer to help me meet my weightloss goals. I also purchased the new bowflex revolution! It came friday, but with the spare bedroom still full of stuff and the whole family being sick, the boxes are still sitting in the living room. I will let you guys know if it becomes the most expensive clothes rack I’ve ever bought…

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Weekly Update…

I’ve updated the weekly update section.  I hate to know that I’m three weeks behind.  I gained several pounds during those three weeks, but when I weighted yesterday, I was only half a pound up from the last time I officially weighted in.  It is time to stop looking back and start looking forward.  I have three weeks before my reunion.  If I maintain my two pound a week weight loss goal, I will be 284 lbs.  That’s not the 274 lbs. I had hoped for but its better than the 330 lbs I was at my heaviest.  I haven’t been riding my bike much lately, but I really feel that my biggest reason for not losing weight is my diet.  I keep making goals to write down everything that I eat, but I have continued to fall short here.  I haven’t done a bod pod test in a while either.  The main reason I suppose is that I haven’t been looking forward to the results.  I will get one next week.  I must not stop looking at my weight goals, my diet goals, my exercise goals because I missed the mark – if I do, then I will stop trying to hit the mark.  I will push forward, I will continue to push myself, I will lose weight…